So, tonight I was talking to God in my car on the way back home from Tabu. We were talking about how I take my life entirely too seriously. I started saying, "God, will you just show me that it's okay to relax and have fun? Please show me that it's good to laugh."
At that exact moment a car full of teenagers pulled up next to me. "Oh gosh..." I thought and looked forward. The boy sitting in the front seat honked his horn. I turned. He waved at me, blew me a kiss, and drove away.
At first I was offended.
Then I thought about the conversation I was just having.
And laughed all the way home.
Oh. My. Goodness. It's not possibly to say how much I freaking love you. You are amazing. And your last two paragraphs made my heart soar. For real.
ReplyDeletePS- I'm really glad you blogged this :)
Confession, I pray this alot too. That God would remind how to be silly, relax and that irrational thoughts are OKAY. :)
ReplyDeleteOther confession...Love reading your blog! Blog more. Love and miss you friend!