You know those days where you wake up and something goes
just a little bit wrong? Your alarm clock was just a little bit too loud, or
Pandora just happened to decide to hate you and played all of your least
favorite songs while you got ready for class. That’s how it felt. And that small seed of angst seeped through
my logic and ended up making me angry for no reason.
I ended up wearing the most unruly outfit I could find in
my closet. Skinny jeans, converse, Where the Wild Things Are too big for me
t-shirt, blue flannel jacket, mustard yellow frumpy hat. It was crazy, it made
no sense. I even told God I was sorry in advance.
So I texted Michelle- “Feeling really rebellious and
angsty today. Please pray for me. PLEASE”
Got out of class and started walking down the sidewalk.
Out of nowhere there was a wave of leaves. Reader, you don’t even understand. I
was covered. They were in the shoulder of my shirt, my hair, my hands. Then my
unexpected, unrealistic emotion began to soften. I looked up at the tree and
said to God, “Wait. You still love me?”
And that’s when I was pelted by acorns.
Acorns that responded: “Duh I love you. But don’t do that
again.”
I love this. God & I have this funny thing about the wind. I always feel like it's Him talking to me like, "Hey, don't you know Im still here?" Or like His is just wrapping me up in Him saying "I really, really love you."
ReplyDeleteThat happened today. This huge gust of wind hit me & it was like your best friend running up to you really fast & running into you & hugging you.
So this.. what you wrote, was perfect.